U said...

DIciembre 2005

How to go on, knowing you are not a part of my life anymore. Not like I dreamed it.
U said you love me and I know I love you. U want me to find a man who loves me... why?
U said now u're objective, cool thinking and your feelings?? where are they??
U said you didn't want us to ve 2gether and cry about beeing far away... but I can tell you I cry every day knowing that far away, we're not 2gether.
I'm dying... believe me... I'm not dependant of you... I love you.
U said it was too quick, all the things that happened, things happen for a reason, I didn't planned the things to happen this way, I never wanted to hurt you... really, believe me.
Too quick to realize you are the only man in my life??? did u needed more time??? I didn't took it too far, why? because I was thinking of you all the time, because I love you, that's why.
Can't you understand it?
I won't call u, I won't write u, I won't message u... why??
u said I needed to respect ur desition, ok, I'll give u ur space... I really hope you'll miss me like I miss u, and think of me, like I think of u!!!
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